At some point in life you’ll come to realization
that not so much matter, for what it used to be.
At some point, I realized that age doesn’t matter,
either does materialistic things
or how your social status influences other people.
At some point, all of your earlier experiences will guide you,
for what you’ve learned and for what made your richer – not in money or success,
but in wisdom and personal growth.
And that is my friend, nothing you can buy.
Maybe one, dazzling day you’ll make peace with your past
and oh darling how lovely it will be;
when your demons no longer haunts you
Sometimes we need to be reminded
that everything flows
I’ve decided to simplify my journey
and that is,
to see things as they are
accept what might change you
and have the courage to walk away
from things that doesn’t longer serves you no good
the presence of you;
changed the law of gravity
and do you remember how it felt,
with all of those butterflies in our stomachs?
//Cardiac standstill or arrested; absence of heartbeat//
Or, maybe you would understand if I just simply wrote;
It feels like my heavily chest is on fire
and just when this fire inside me no longer can access oxygen
then it’s like everything is gone
There is a emptiness, but also a moment when your hemoglobin has attached to every molecule of oxygen and releases what it does not longer need
through your lungs, by slowly inhale and exhale – you can feel that tiny little space between your breaths
Oh dearest one; I have felt different kinds of emptiness in so many other ways that I cannot any longer fear it
When I feel that space between my breathing or I feel this emptiness – maybe a loss of a loved one or what so ever, that makes this heart of mine heavy
I somehow know (and believe in) that everything flows and goes away in a direction that is meant to be and everything is exactly the way it should be
It’s like breathing, by exhaling (letting go) you will give yourself chance and a possibility to keep this journey of life alive.