I keep longing for him,
someone I yet haven’t found
maybe it’s you,
or maybe he is still out there,
listening to music;
and wondering where his Cinderella might be



Cardiac arrest definition

asystole; definition
//Cardiac standstill or arrested; absence of heartbeat//
Or, maybe you would understand if I just simply wrote;

It feels like my heavily chest is on fire
and just when this fire inside me no longer can access oxygen
then it’s like everything is gone



Surely, I can feel heartbeats in my chest
and darling,
of course I know what that is
I suppose that is what we call life

I know this blood constantly will fill my veins
and darling,
I can genuinely feel that too
nowadays everything feels so intense
but for some days
I can not feel anything at all